Short Visits

Beau came home this weekend with three friends.

Sam, Amber, and Tyler.

They were really nice and it was really fun! But it was way to short.

They left about an hour ago, and I already can't wait for Thanksgiving when I get to see Beau again.

It hit me harder this time when he left, that it's going to have to be like this, whether I like it or not. Right when Beau was in the door, it felt normal again. I was so happy that I didn't even think about the fact that he was going to have to leave again. I didn't think of it till today. 

He's leaving, he's gone, and he won't be back for a while. 

I keep telling myself that I have to get used to this, but its really hard...

By the way, school is going very well! It seemed like it would be better than last year even on the first day! Thank you so much for your prayers!

School...

School starts tomorrow. 

And I have finally decided that I am not excited.

Last year was fun and I love the school, but its not a christian environment, and since I came in second semester, I didn't make very many friends at all. Which was really hard for me. Ever since 5th grade, I've always had some sort of group around me, and close friends. My best friend at school last year was a senior and so she's not there any more...

I don't really know how its going to go. I have to get up at 6 every morning and take a 1/2 hour bus ride. I've been praying that I would make friends with the new kids quickly, that I'll have an actual group of friends like I'm used to. But I don't know...

Luckily I have church on Wednesdays and Sundays! Last year, I lived through every school day just for church. And I'm pretty sure that thats what will happen this year to. 

Ugh, School starts tomorrow...